this morning with all my school and fashion stuff next to me. It's a bittersweet moment as I packed most of it up and put it away in my closet. Not forever, just for the moment. It needs to be this way right now. I need to focus on my recovery. I need to heal. I need to strengthen my body. I need to strengthen my soul. I need to take a step back and evaluate the things in my life that might be causing this vulnerable girl to fall. We all have "hidden" triggers and it's so important to try to find those things and remove them from our lives. And it's not necessarily forever - it's just until I can get a better hold on my recovery.