I am struggling to eat. I am hardly ever able to eat enough anyway (according to treatment team), but lately the eating is slowly starting to disappear again. My "safe" foods are becoming very limited again.
I am coping with the emotions that are going on in my head by numbing them out (or trying to). There is just too much in my world right now that I am unable to cope any other way it seems.
Sorry if this post is such a downer... I just feel I need to express this instead of keeping it hidden away and to myself.