I am still loving my volunteering job. I like being helpful and useful - it makes me happy.
Also, I haven't had many run-ins with people here besides the doctor that I have previously mentioned and a couple of the nurses who took care of me. But they have been nice and they just smile and say hi (even though I know they are thinking "there is that crazy girl who wouldn't eat...") But I have decided not to worry about it because what happened happened and I shouldn't be embarrassed. I know, easier said than done, but I am working on it.