and i think i am going to finally be able to start letting go.
i am ready to finally start moving on and TRULY begin to heal.
i am ready to find MY own voice - so i can start to sing my song again.
i don't want to go into too many details right now (most of it happened during a family vacation a week ago, and since then) because these feelings are all still SO new and overwhelming to me (and i am sooooo afraid that these feelings are going to suddenly just disappear almost as quickly as they came into my life) - but i just wanted to say that i am okay, i am hopeful, i am... HAPPY.