I am feeling sad.
I am not feeling very hopeful about this new restriction in my life.
I am mourning the loss of a very dear friend.
But I need to say goodbye and let go because...
This friend is breaking me down.
This friend is hurting & destroying my already damaged kidneys & bones.
And after many many warnings & previous restrictions from doctors, therapists, & dieticians,
I have decided to be compliant & give this another try.
no more caffeine for jenn!
(that includes soda and coffee!)
I am still allowed to have it a little but...
I can't drink caffeine just "a little".
It's like alcohol to me because every time
I drink a little, I am back to chain drinking it again before you know it!
Thanks ED for ruining yet another relationship with a dear friend...